Am I Crazy? (Psychotic)?
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This is a serious question. I need a serious answer. Allow me to elaborate. I’m a 15-year-old, well-educated male. I’ve grown up in a good, nice, and honest family. I’ve never been beaten or abused. I don’t drink, do drugs, or anything of the sort. But I’ve noticed something, something I’m not sure I should like or not. I’ve got a strange ‘fascination’ of blood and of body parts. I enjoy watching surgeries, and I’ve seen a murder video or two. I’ve also visited rotten.com. I don’t expect you to understand, but when I see these kinds of things, my heart race increases, adrenaline kicks in, and I feel excited. Not aroused, but excited. Please don’t mistake those two. Don’t get me wrong, I have a conscience. I know right from wrong, but I would savor in teaching the wrong a brutal lesson in the right, if you understand me. I have an urge to try what I’ve seen in some places on the people who deserve it. I do feel guilt, and seeing innocent people hurt brings out a passion for bloody revenge within me. Although it may be unrelated, I frequently feel that I am being watched, and sometimes think I see shadows, though I dismiss them immediately. I look over my shoulder quite frequently, and I’m almost always on edge when alone somewhere, even if there are others in the house. I’m looking for a well-informed answer, please. Am I crazy? Or I am going through a phase of teenager-hood.
Yes, I did ask this earlier but I’m just looking for some new answers.
Best answer:
Answer by David
you sound a little crazy.
Answer by soulless
im the same way..sometimes i find the idea of someone getting ripped to shreds funny. i dont think you’re crazy, and i doubt you’ll ever actually kill someone unless your insanely pissed off, i dont think you have anything to be worried about =]
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